Six years ago, I was made redundent and I started working for myself. I could not find another job so I started a business, bit by bit, it was not what I wanted to do, but I got the kids through school and kept the family (we had a few issues together).

But but but but but!!!! I paid my VAT but not income tax, I realise now this was an anxiety disorder and that I hoarded and saved my money out of fear at losing the house and familly, etc.

I am over this, I have been for the last 12 months but I can not seem to face the issue and get started, I will have big fines pays and I fear that as it is my fault.

I have done all the files and organising around the edges, every things is boxed up and ready to start but I cant seem to take the first bite.

I tried the procrastination download but it didn't hit the mark for me, I didn't relate to the content.